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EXO - Promise lyrics

English Translation: Sometimes, I close the door and fall into my thoughts Thinking about myself on stage You even liked my clumsy moments But I wonder if I even deserve that love You always waited for me at that spot You embraced me with your arms, so thankful to you I won’t ever forget I will make you happy Just like the saying, we are one Even after time, I couldn’t say anything and just swallowed my words Words saying, I’m sorry, I love you, please believe in me like you do now I’ll hug you, I’ll hold your hands If your heart can be at rest I’ll give it my all I want to protect your smile (protect) Always At some point, it seemed like you were crying even when you were smiling You couldn’t love me with a peaceful heart And you longed for me as you remembered the memories My heart ached for you I couldn’t even comfort you, saying that it’ll get better, that it’ll be forgotten So I’m nervous again I want to hold onto you and ask you not to leave I know I can’t

26/04/2019 - Hello again! ♥

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Hey guys! It's me again, Hana . Sorry for being inactive for almost three months. (Yeah it's a long period (´ ; ω ; `) ) I've been busy with classes , practicals , and examinations . Finally, after 5 days of fighting in the examination hall, my 2nd semester had finished! o( 〃^ ▽ ^〃 )o ♪  Yahooo~! Yahoo~!  ♪ And I tried to do something that will kill off my leisure time since my practical will start in 2 days left. I don't even know what I supposed to do, so I'll list whatever I had done during this HOLIDAY  (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄ Drawing and painting (I only drew Yato from Noragami yesterday) xD Making a few of color-coded video? (I just tried this, and I did 2 videos in a night HAHAHA) SLeePiNg? That's a must :3 Write novel/fanfic (I'm writing a story named ' Elysian ' and I don't even know if that story will having its ending or not I DON'T HAVE ANY IDEA) So I'm just giving a few hints related to the storyyy. JuSt K

01/01/2019 - Happy New Year!

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Hello, minna-san! Oyasumi! (ノ^ヮ^)ノ*:・゚✧ I know it's too late to say 'Happy New Year' to all of you! ♡ฅ(ᐤˊ꒳ฅˋᐤ♪) We have to be happy and state the dreams that we want for this year, right? So my dreams are: Be a dean in Faculty of Medicine for this semester and next next semester (even though it's freaking hard, I only got 3.38 for my first semester. IT SUCKS Collect money, for my next travel to Japan! I really hope I can go to Japan!   Go to After The Rain's concert! (Well it seems so far yet so hard to go but I'll try my best!) Make a Mafuteru keychain!  Update my blog everyday, if I have some leisure time~ Be a more productive student, study all time without playing around HEHE A letter per day for Mafumafu! ♡ Learn Japanese and Korean better! and many more! I just don't know what I'll do for this year. But I hope everything goes very well like what I want to. So, let's pray that every single dream will come true o(〃^▽^〃)o

Mafumafu (まふまふ) - Handicap (ハンディキャップ)

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落っことされて 捨てられて Okkoto sarete Suterarete Dropped on the ground, and then a-thrown away 埃被っては Hokori koumutte wa I’m covered up in grime and dust 再三縫って繕って 饐えたぬいぐるみ Saisan nutte tsukurotte Sueta nuigurumi Constantly stitched and a-patched back up, I have forgotten who I was いつでも世界は曇り空 Itsu demo sekai wa kumorisora Is that the sky? So why, is it a-covered in gray? 仮縫いの瞳じゃ Karinui no hitomi ja Perhaps it’s also a hidin’ face 結わいた糸や幸せに Yuwa ita ito ya shiawaseni And now we see, through these plastic button-on eyes 気づけるでしょうか Kidzukeru deshou ka A mere delusion to terrify 名前も知らない 空の青さも知らない Namae mo shiranai Sora no aosa mo shiranai Dunno my name, it’s a lie Or the a-blueness of the sky 人の温かさなんて知らない Hito no atatakasa nante shiranai Nor the warmth that comes of others, I dunno, I don’t try 深く首まで被さっている Fukaku kubi made kabusatte iru This disguise of mine, a-pulled it up around my neck 作り笑いの脱ぎ方を知らない Tsu

15/12/18 - I'M SO SORRY ( Ĭ ^ Ĭ )

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Konbanwa minna-san! I'm so sorry for being inactive for 3 days, I don't have much time to face my laptop ( ˃̣̣̥ω˂̣̣̥ ) I really want to write something in this blog, but unfortunately, time doesn't allow that. (๑´╹‸╹`๑) But I'm here again!  AND I will share my stories. Based on the 3 days of my inactive periods :3 So stay tuned ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ Wednesday, 12/12/18 Well, I think my day went smoothly. I really love to learn more about Cardiovascular as I dreamed to work at National Heart Institute after I graduated as a Registered Nurse soon. (2 years to go ><|||) But my favourite class got changed with Pharmacology! I have to learn about medication and it stressed me out! T.T Plus, my lecturer always plays fun on me, saying that I couldn't change my own to another place just because I wanted to be near with my male friend, who sit in front of me. I was scared that I will be scolded by her girlfriend, who also in the same class. I felt th

11/12/18 - A nuko lover (^・ω・^ )

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Hello-nyan! =(^● ⋏ ●^)= You must be thinking why I'm talking like a cat, nyan? I'm a cat, you should know that! I'm just joking ~ :3 It is because my soul animal is the cat! (ะ^・ω・^ะ) The main reason actually is about Iroha-chan , Mafu's little kitten  ♥ She's so cute, fluffy and so active! I just want to smooch her! And also her owner too hehehe (◞ꈍ∇ꈍ)◞⋆**✚⃞ *slaps my own face* p/s: Look at her fluffy fur and those jelly paws ~ Iroha-chan kawaii ♥♥ I was thinking about the characteristic of my favourite man. Well, I didn't choose the handsome, nor the rich one. I just want a man who can play the guitar or any musical instrument for me, A kind-hearted man, Loves cat and me hahaha. Someone who won't be bored with me, because I'm a bored girl who didn't speak too much. I wish that he will be the one to start the conversation. Someone who will accept with whatever I like. I love cute things and when I say I w

10/12/18 - A moon lover ♥

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Hello! How are you? I hope all of you doing just fine (●♡∀♡))ヾ☆*。 Day by day I couldn't stay still if I couldn't write something in this blog hahaha I think I'm doing what I want here hehe What I'm going to share today? ೭੧(❛▿❛✿)੭೨ I really love to see the moon at the sky, it looks so pretty and sad at the same time. I thought back what someone who is so precious to me, said something to me.. "If you look at the sky, you will see our love." Yeah, he said that. And those words kept playing in my mind whenever I look to the sky. It hurts you know.. I'm not that strong enough to handle this kind of feeling. *sobbing under the pillow and suddenly woke up after hearing Mafu's voice* . . . OKAY I'M BAAAAACK! xD ʚ♡⃛ɞ(ू•ᴗ•ू❁) *evil laugh like Mafu's xD* p/s: This song is called 'Futarigoto' by RADWIMPS and Mafu covered it! Why I didn't found this gold earlier.. I'm regretting it

9/12/18 - You're the cause of my joy ♡

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Konnichiwa minna-san (*´▽`*) I'm back again HAHAHAHAH LET ME BLESS YOUR DAY What I'm going to share today eh? I think my day went smoothly, as usual, go to class, eat, sleep, did my assignment. It's kind of normal things that a student will do, right? (Or it's just me doing all this alone?)  ₍₍ (ง ˙ω˙)ว ⁾⁾ When my friend and I were walking at the roadside, a car suddenly drove near us, and almost hit one of my friends. We were shocked, freaking shocked as she screamed so loud until I could be deaf at that moment (she screamed at the side of my ear, you know?) ( ⚆ _ ⚆ ) So, she started to feel angry and follow the car until the car stopped in front of one hostel. Me and one of my friend follow her, We were worried if she hit or trying to get into a fight with the driver. Luckily, she's not. She talked nicely with the girl, who drove the car. We're kind of speechless. How could a gangster like her change completely in front of other peo