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落っことされて 捨てられて Okkoto sarete Suterarete Dropped on the ground, and then a-thrown away 埃被っては Hokori koumutte wa I’m covered up in grime and dust 再三縫って繕って 饐えたぬいぐるみ Saisan nutte tsukurotte Sueta nuigurumi Constantly stitched and a-patched back up, I have forgotten who I was いつでも世界は曇り空 Itsu demo sekai wa kumorisora Is that the sky? So why, is it a-covered in gray? 仮縫いの瞳じゃ Karinui no hitomi ja Perhaps it’s also a hidin’ face 結わいた糸や幸せに Yuwa ita ito ya shiawaseni And now we see, through these plastic button-on eyes 気づけるでしょうか Kidzukeru deshou ka A mere delusion to terrify 名前も知らない 空の青さも知らない Namae mo shiranai Sora no aosa mo shiranai Dunno my name, it’s a lie Or the a-blueness of the sky 人の温かさなんて知らない Hito no atatakasa nante shiranai Nor the warmth that comes of others, I dunno, I don’t try 深く首まで被さっている Fukaku kubi made kabusatte iru This disguise of mine, a-pulled it up around my neck 作り笑いの脱ぎ方を知らない Tsu

Konbanwa minna-san! I'm so sorry for being inactive for 3 days, I don't have much time to face my laptop ( ˃̣̣̥ω˂̣̣̥ ) I really want to write something in this blog, but unfortunately, time doesn't allow that. (๑´╹‸╹`๑) But I'm here again!  AND I will share my stories. Based on the 3 days of my inactive periods :3 So stay tuned ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ Wednesday, 12/12/18 Well, I think my day went smoothly. I really love to learn more about Cardiovascular as I dreamed to work at National Heart Institute after I graduated as a Registered Nurse soon. (2 years to go ><|||) But my favourite class got changed with Pharmacology! I have to learn about medication and it stressed me out! T.T Plus, my lecturer always plays fun on me, saying that I couldn't change my own to another place just because I wanted to be near with my male friend, who sit in front of me. I was scared that I will be scolded by her girlfriend, who also in the same class. I felt th

Hello-nyan! =(＾● ⋏ ●＾)= You must be thinking why I'm talking like a cat, nyan? I'm a cat, you should know that! I'm just joking ~ :3 It is because my soul animal is the cat! (ะ^・ω・^ะ) The main reason actually is about Iroha-chan , Mafu's little kitten  ♥ She's so cute, fluffy and so active! I just want to smooch her! And also her owner too hehehe (◞ꈍ∇ꈍ)◞⋆**✚⃞ *slaps my own face* p/s: Look at her fluffy fur and those jelly paws ~ Iroha-chan kawaii ♥♥ I was thinking about the characteristic of my favourite man. Well, I didn't choose the handsome, nor the rich one. I just want a man who can play the guitar or any musical instrument for me, A kind-hearted man, Loves cat and me hahaha. Someone who won't be bored with me, because I'm a bored girl who didn't speak too much. I wish that he will be the one to start the conversation. Someone who will accept with whatever I like. I love cute things and when I say I w

Hello! How are you? I hope all of you doing just fine (●♡∀♡))ヾ☆*。 Day by day I couldn't stay still if I couldn't write something in this blog hahaha I think I'm doing what I want here hehe What I'm going to share today? ೭੧(❛▿❛✿)੭೨ I really love to see the moon at the sky, it looks so pretty and sad at the same time. I thought back what someone who is so precious to me, said something to me.. "If you look at the sky, you will see our love." Yeah, he said that. And those words kept playing in my mind whenever I look to the sky. It hurts you know.. I'm not that strong enough to handle this kind of feeling. *sobbing under the pillow and suddenly woke up after hearing Mafu's voice* . . . OKAY I'M BAAAAACK! xD ʚ♡⃛ɞ(ू•ᴗ•ू❁) *evil laugh like Mafu's xD* p/s: This song is called 'Futarigoto' by RADWIMPS and Mafu covered it! Why I didn't found this gold earlier.. I'm regretting it

Konnichiwa minna-san （*´▽｀*） I'm back again HAHAHAHAH LET ME BLESS YOUR DAY What I'm going to share today eh? I think my day went smoothly, as usual, go to class, eat, sleep, did my assignment. It's kind of normal things that a student will do, right? (Or it's just me doing all this alone?)  ₍₍ (ง ˙ω˙)ว ⁾⁾ When my friend and I were walking at the roadside, a car suddenly drove near us, and almost hit one of my friends. We were shocked, freaking shocked as she screamed so loud until I could be deaf at that moment (she screamed at the side of my ear, you know?) ( ⚆ _ ⚆ ) So, she started to feel angry and follow the car until the car stopped in front of one hostel. Me and one of my friend follow her, We were worried if she hit or trying to get into a fight with the driver. Luckily, she's not. She talked nicely with the girl, who drove the car. We're kind of speechless. How could a gangster like her change completely in front of other peo

Hello, I’m back again! (*´꒳`*) I woke up very early today, because I have class. YEAH CLASS ON WEEKEND YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT RIGHT  ( T_T)＼(^-^ ) So, I went to the class and just playing games HHAHAHAH (p/s: do not copy this attitude (๑╹ω╹๑ )) After my class is done, I went back directly to my bed BUT I’M NOT TAKING A NAP.. .. I’m doing my assignment.. Yeah the deadline is around the corner and I’m dead :(；ﾞﾟ'ωﾟ'): p/s: here’s a photo of mafumafu to bless your eyes. I’m so inlove with him (●´ω｀●) Looking at this picture reminds me about how he will look for ‘our’ wedding ceremony HEHEHEHEH I’M- I’m just back from a public speaking competition. and I’m just the audience for 3 days non-stop watching this competition. From this event, I met new friends from China and Guinea. They are so kind and talented, and only a year older than me (how potato am I) _(:3」 z )_ And the one from China won the competition! ❤️

もしもボクが神様だったら 人生とかいう名の 分が悪い博打 疾うに とっくに廃止して 燃えるゴミの日に まとめてぽいっだ Moshimo boku ga kamisama dattara Jinsei toka iu na no Bugawarui bakuchi Hayau ni Tokkuni haishi shite Moeru gomi no hi ni Matomete po idda If I were god, ruling everything yet helping nothing I would've long destroyed that rigged pachinko machine that's called life still used and gambled away Throwing it out to be burned with the trash on collection day 同じ阿呆でも踊らにゃ損損 顔窺っているばっかで 徒然 呼応して 恐嗟 連鎖 で道も狭に 誰にもなれない 誰でもないまま Onaji ahoude mo odora nya son son Kao ukagatte iru bakka de Tsuredzure Koou shite Osoresa Rensa De michi mo sema ni Dare ni mo narenai Dare demonai mama Even when acting out as fools, they long to dance like pulled up puppets and peeking back at faces, copy pasted sighs of apathy won't cut it now Shackled in place by hatred, the long path closes in No, can't become anyone, so forever a nobody I will be きっと一生シット 嫉妬して また隣の芝

Morning!  (=ↀωↀ=)✧ Hahahaha. Rainy day, cold and wrapping myself inside my comfy blanket. (Looks like a kimbap roll or tamagoyaki hahaha), that's what I did this morning before I get up from my bed. So, an unexpected thing happened right after I woke up. What a problem for me. I sighed a few times. I feel so tired. My lazy mood has been activated. (⑉･̆⌓･̆⑉) After finishing my laundry, I did my assignment. Infect and inflammation is a quite hard subject for me, who is not from science stream. (I'm an accounting student, this went very far from my main ability. But I have to move on, even though I am not good in the nursing science subject (most are new for me the newbie one) ヽ(´ω｀○)ﾉ.+ﾟ*｡:ﾟ+ While doing my work, I listened to After The Rain's song, Kaidoku Funou (indecipherable). "No one will tell me about love and whatnot" Soraru-san said that. I thought, what he said is right.  .・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。. Love is something that we have to