7/12/2018 - A bright and happy day :)

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Morning! (=ↀωↀ=)✧

Hahahaha.

Rainy day, cold and wrapping myself inside my comfy blanket. (Looks like a kimbap roll or tamagoyaki hahaha), that's what I did this morning before I get up from my bed. So, an unexpected thing happened right after I woke up. What a problem for me. I sighed a few times. I feel so tired. My lazy mood has been activated.

(⑉･̆⌓･̆⑉)

After finishing my laundry, I did my assignment. Infect and inflammation is a quite hard subject for me, who is not from science stream. (I'm an accounting student, this went very far from my main ability. But I have to move on, even though I am not good in the nursing science subject (most are new for me the newbie one) ヽ(´ω｀○)ﾉ.+ﾟ*｡:ﾟ+

While doing my work, I listened to After The Rain's song, Kaidoku Funou (indecipherable).

"No one will tell me about love and whatnot"

Soraru-san said that. I thought, what he said is right. 

  • .・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

Love is something that we have to understand without a need to learn.

Sometimes I think about love, and my heart kept saying-

Should I be in love? I don't want the past happened again to me.

I was scared to lose someone that I love. Like what I lose. The person I love left me without any words, disappearing without a track. I love him but why he left me?

Then, I thought that I may not his real type of girlfriend, like what he really wants. 

I accepted the fact that I'm not a perfect girl for him.

So, I will start a new life. A happy life with more beautiful colors! ヾ(´▽｀*)ﾉ☆
  • .・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
Grey: Mafumafu
Blue: Soraru
Red: Sakata
Green: Urata

p/s: "Chronicles of a Watercolor Galaxy" is a beautiful song. I'm in love with this song so bad that I could cry every time I listen to this song (♥ω♥*)

  • .・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
Hey, I know this might be a little bit gross and funny to hear, but I have to share.




What if I said that I really love Mafumafu-san..?

Yeah, everyone could say that, but for me..

I really did.

Yes, I love him truly. I'm not lying.

Not because of his voice, face or his appearances.

I love him because of his attitude, and his love towards his friends. His care towards them, I still remember he makes Soraru-san some medicine curry (even though he's not good at cooking). How good he is, right?

We had some similarities, as we also got bullied before. Yeah. It's a very long time bad experience okay. I hate to remind it back. (๑´╹‸╹`๑)

He gave me strength when I'm having hard times. Like in class, when I couldn't be focused on class, by writing his name in front of my eyes, suddenly the whole strength and willingness to study came back. It's like... a boosting energy, I guess? Hahaha.

When I cried, I listened to his voice. That soothed me until I slept peacefully.

I want to qualify as a nurse and go to Japan. I want to nurse him when he's not well. I want to make him healthy for a long time. I want to make sure of his condition. 

I want to meet you so bad.

I'm so happy to see him happy when he got whatever he wants. When he tried his best to win any games (hahaha) and in singing too. I wish he will always be happy and in a good condition. ♥♥

I promised you'll be the last man that will stay in my heart as long as I'm still alive.

Forever.

  • .・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

Well, I think that's all for today. I think today is a long one. 

I have a good time with my friend, as we spent our money on Mc Donald hahaha.

Student always hungry, you know?


Oyasumi! Jaljayo! Goodnight! °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°

See you tomorrow~

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（｡･ω･｡)つ━☆・*。.· ´¸.·*´¨) ¸.·*¨)
⊂ ノ ・               ゜+.   Love,  ¸.·*¨)
しーＪ             °。+ *´¨)   Hana-chan
                                   (¸.·´ (¸.·’* ⛧



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